珍惜身邊的大家

阿..真是的!
我
我..
我...

真的是一個很容易感到寂寞
加上無法獨立


的小花耶..

這絕對不是我拔拔麻麻太寵我們家的孩子> <
因為我弟完全沒有這個問題耶..
我想,這也跟精神年齡無關吧
畢竟,我都算是個半大人了
就算在加幾歲...好像也不會有什麼進步

一朵容易寂寞的小花
形容詞+名詞?
不對耶
這好像已經是我的專有名詞了:(

喂為~你落寞什麼阿
不過是阿姨表弟明天提早回台灣家裡只剩我和我弟和姨丈而已嘛
你落寞個什麼阿...

但是,我下個星期和下下星期
可能真的會再情緒低落一些些吧!
我到時從台灣再過來時 可能又會再低落一些些

其實我,自己一個人面對好多事都滿ok的阿~
就唯獨不能看到
我身邊的親人,和家人一樣的朋友
還有平常一直在我身邊給我無形的鼓勵的大家
離開我的身邊

喔嗚嗚~好不習慣
我討厭這種感覺
記得兩年11個月又5天前來新加坡後
我也是花了好久好久好久的時間克服
大概有一年多一點吧!
在那一年多都是想起台灣的一些小事
就會很難過的,有水在我眼睛裡跑出來



現在,就參雜著那一種感覺
感覺我的動力好像剛剛有人偷偷的
全部抽走了
誰能夠(大喊)給我一點點

勇氣





















但,至少這樣的自己讓我更更更懂得珍惜身邊的大家:)
/今天下午2.30-5.30
,被強尼戴普在世界的盡頭煞到了

after steamboat:)

hope that more 123 ppl will come next time..
so..haha,i was the only girl left!
watched spiderman 3 that day..although i didnt intend to watch
because i didnt watch 1 and 2
but,i found that it's really nice:)
no wonder so many ppl crazy for it!
hahah

i'm ready to watch pirates! :D
BOOKing the tickets:)

humm..

i found that i become a bit EMO these days
:x
hahah,must stop that!!
ORELSE it'll become worse and worse :3




enJOYable :D

今天,睡得好飽好飽喔~~
呵呵!
睡到10點 :x
不過,反正project都告一段落了
鬆懈一下也無妨:)
而且而且我今天早上做了一個好夢喔!
雖然內容有點怪
但至少不是星期二早上時那種讓我在夢裡哭到醒過來還很難過繼續哭那種..

嗯~我夢到米巴,愚熊,天寶,阿獅..還有黃名宏
哈哈哈..還我我現在的同組好夥伴,YICI!
嗯..怪組合
我夢到,我到清大辦理入學手續耶!!!
有面試~
而且要見校長要填表格,哈哈
不過會夢到這樣的夢
應該是因為..我昨天看了台灣同學的網誌,他一直在說新竹
然後我前幾天又跟黃名宏聊了一下
還有我真的滿想念在台灣讀書的那些日子
加上我們這學期的project圓滿結束!=我很快就能回台灣享受7天的短暫假期了!!
:D HAPPY!!!

我真的好開心喔!那麼久沒有看到台灣夏天的太陽了~~
應該也有...兩年了吧!
好期待好期待好期待
好想好想好想你們

雖然...只有7天
(咻~)

今天,天氣超好!
等一下,有聚餐:D
呵呵...我先出門了喔~

Before i really experience it,i thought that i will fight for my happiness if the situation allows me to do that.

I realised, I cannot.
maybe i could do that,but not present me.
I found that I cant sacrifice others' happiness to accomplish mine.


it is a question which i will always apply the same equation,but get different answers as time goes on.

{ fading }

huu(:
today we finish our join crit for Primer1,our 1st project.
finally,after 4 weeks of hard work
feel...great!
but i really have to improve my english man ):
feel so bad for my incapable of speaking fluent and pronounce accurate english..
but group5 had done a great job!!
i will work DOUBLE hard to improve my presentation! :D

next project is individual wrok .
Can I?
I can ?
yea,confident.

you make me strong.
hahah,22 more days!
I cant wait!:):):)
humm..is the impact of the crush still there?



{ patience }

I am a half-mature girl.
and /BUT



these are what I treasure.





together we stand.


































keep holding on(:
stay strong.



I believe that i own those days.
still,i have them :D



iT's coming!
THAT DAY. :D :D


{I'm still waiting }